Why me? It’s one the hardest question a pastor can face. ‘Why me?” When people are diagnosed with disease. When they are dying. When life just keeps falling in around them, and they just can’t catch a break. The question inevitably comes, “Why me?” Or, as the exiles in our reading from Isaiah ask, “Where is God?”
I bet many people in Capernaum felt the same way.
“Let Us Go From Here”
In our Gospel lesson, Jesus arrives in Capernaum in the afternoon. He heals Simon-Peter’s mother-in-law. After dinner, they brought everyone in town who was sick or possessed. The whole city gathered around the door of Peter’s mother-in-law’s. Jesus cured many, and cast out many demons.
The next morning he went off to a deserted place outside of town and prayed. Jesus did this kind of thing a lot. Peter and his friends come and find him and say, “Everyone is looking for you. Let’s get back to town. There are more people that need you.” People who were not healed the day before were already gathering at Peter’s mother-in-law’s door.
Jesus, “Let us go on to the neighboring towns, so I might proclaim the message there also; for this is what I came to do.”
And they leave.
But what about all those people waiting to be healed? They wait and wait and wait at the door for Jesus to come back. When he doesn’t they ask, “Why me? Why not me? It’s not fair.”
How do we explain what happens here? How do we explain why some people seem to get cured and some people don’t? Continue reading




